rakhma-agape-ahavah:

Sitting here struggling with my faith when God literally made thousands of dollars fall into my lap days ago. What was once a long wait to fix my teeth is now just a few days away from being remedied and I’m whining about how much pain I’m in.

Now I feel like a massive hypocrite for judging the Israelites so harshly for making a golden calf when Moses was on the mountain for just a few weeks with God.

We humans can be so damn fickle.

God has literally worked miracle after miracle in front of my face. Why the hell am I being so ungrateful?

I can manage 4 days of headache and toothache when it could have easily been 4 months or more with the risk of infection looming.

Even though He knew I’d have this weak moment He threw a solution to my suffering at my door anyway.

A merciful God we serve, don’t ever doubt it.