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Our hearts go out to those who have
thoughts of ending their own lives through suicide. If that is you right
now, it may speak of many emotions, such as feelings of hopelessness
and despair. You may feel like you are in the deepest pit, and you doubt
there is any hope of things getting better. No one seems to care or
understand where you are coming from. Life just is not worth living…or
is it?

If you will take a few moments to consider letting God truly be God in
your life right now, He will prove how big He really is, “for nothing is
impossible with God” (Luke 1:37).
Perhaps scars from past hurts have resulted in an overwhelming sense of
rejection or abandonment. That may lead to self-pity, anger,
bitterness, vengeful thoughts, or unhealthy fears that have caused
problems in some of your most important relationships.

Why should you not commit suicide? Friend, no matter how bad things are
in your life, there is a God of love who is waiting for you to let Him
guide you through your tunnel of despair and out into His marvelous
light. He is your sure hope. His name is Jesus.

This Jesus, the sinless Son of God, identifies with you in your time of
rejection and humiliation. The prophet Isaiah wrote of Him in Isaiah 53:2-6,
describing Him as a man who was “despised and rejected” by everyone.
His life was full of sorrow and suffering. But the sorrows He bore were
not His own; they were ours. He was pierced, wounded, and crushed, all
because of our sin. Because of His suffering, our lives can be redeemed
and made whole.

Friend, Jesus Christ endured all this so that you might have all your
sins forgiven. Whatever weight of guilt you carry, know that He will
forgive you if you humbly receive Him as your Savior. “…Call upon me
in the day of trouble; I will deliver you…” (Psalm 50:15).
Nothing you have ever done is too bad for Jesus to forgive. Some of His
choicest servants committed gross sins like murder (Moses), murder and
adultery (King David), and physical and emotional abuse (the apostle
Paul). Yet they found forgiveness and a new abundant life in the Lord.
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has
gone, the new has come!” (2 Corinthians 5:17).

Why should you not commit suicide? Friend, God stands ready to repair
what is “broken,” namely, the life you have now, the life you want to
end by suicide. In Isaiah 61:1-3,
the prophet wrote, “The LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the
poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom
for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to
proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor…to comfort all who mourn, and
provide for those who grieve…to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead
of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of
praise instead of a spirit of despair.”

Come to Jesus, and let Him restore your joy and usefulness as you trust
Him to begin a new work in your life. He promises to restore the joy you
have lost and give you a new spirit to sustain you. Your broken heart
is precious to Him: “The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken
and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise” (Psalm 51:12, 15-17).

Will you accept the Lord as your Savior and Shepherd? He will guide your
thoughts and steps—one day at a time—through His Word, the Bible. “I
will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel
you and watch over you” (Psalm 32:8).
“He will be the sure foundation for your times, a rich store of
salvation and wisdom and knowledge; the fear of the LORD is the key to
this treasure” (Isaiah 33:6). In Christ, you will still have struggles, but you will now have hope. He is “a friend who sticks closer than a brother” (Proverbs 18:24). May the grace of the Lord Jesus be with you in your hour of decision. x

If you are considering suicide, please seek
help now. Call 1-800-273-8255, the national hotline, get yourself to a
hospital if you can, call 911, go alert someone in your home, apartment,
or workplace, or wherever you are, and do whatever it takes to get
help.

National Hopeline Network: 1-800-SUICIDE
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK
To Write Love on Her Arms: http://twloha.com/find-help
Befrienders.org: http://www.befrienders.org/directory
Suicide hotlines available in most countries: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html